I really want to do something clinical this summer in family medicine. It's turning out to be harder than expected. Nobody wants a second year med student and it's becoming VERY disheartening. I don't have the connections or my connections just aren't working out and I've come to so many dead ends now it feels like I'm banging my head against a wall. I can't sell myself any harder. I just want to practice practicing. I just want to get out there and experience what it's like to be a dctor in a small southern ontario community. I just want to figure out if this is what I want to do with my life. Is that too much to ask? Apparently so.